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You know me inside out. You know what I can’t comprehend or articulate.You know me. Let me know who I am. Let me know you.
Read More“O soul, steeped in darkness, do not despair. All is not yet lost. Come and confide in your God, Who is Love and Mercy.” (St. Faustina)
Read MoreFrom refusals and reluctances in accepting your will...
From anxiety about the future...
From resentment or excessive preoccupation with the past...
From restless self-seeking in the present moment...
From the fear of being asked to give more than I have...
From the fear of what Love demands...
Deliver me, Jesus.
Read MoreI am learning who I am. And who I am is new. And who I am needs change. Who I am needs “a new song.”
Read MoreSo I run. And I look back. Because I wonder if I can out run reality...but it’s catching me. This little girl sees it. And she’s terrified.
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